Emotions feeling messy?

May always messes with me.  I’m very aware that my energy levels toggle between surging and lacking. (I crave sugar so much in May.)  I’m also very aware of how it messes with the space behind my eyes - a mix of spring allergies and burn-out.  May also messes with my sense of peace and satisfaction. Discontent seems a little closer in this month. 

But this season, I’ve been thinking that perhaps the real problem with May is that it messes with my clarity. 

When you really think about it, May brings us so many societal messages that hit deep.  It brings us messages about how new spring beginnings are supposed to feel, and what a fresh and inspired and connected life is supposed to look like.  May brings messages about what graduations are supposed to feel like, which leads to what successful lives are supposed to look like. In the US, May brings us messages about what motherhood is supposed to feel like and look like.  

The chakras say we feel messy clarity